I'm sorry...I'm really sorry...to everyone...anyone I may have ever hurt...please, please, please forgive me. I wish you all well.

Too much drama...too many tears...too much unrest...I can't take it anymore. I'm leaving DA for my own mental health and will not be back on.

I apologize to all of you who were looking forward to my stories...and things of that nature.

And to my chatroom friends. I'm sorry. Take care.

Le, I'm glad you're awake. Richard, you'd better take good care of him, or I'll kill you myself. Lyn, be sure to talk to me if you need help...Janessa, can't wait to see you again, and Jesse, good luck at Job Core.

To Kevin, I used to be sorry you got hurt...until I found out what you said. I'm still sorry I mistook 'Thinking About It' to mean just that...thinking about it...NOT 'Yes', apparently I'm an idiot and a heart breaker for doing so. Well EXCUSE me for being naive. Still, seeing as you apparently made comments in chat, while I wasn't around (ex: 'And we made love under the stars' ) I don't feel quite as bad.If I'd had any knowledge of those comments I'd likely have told you No right off the bat as that would have made me uncomfortable. Oh, and banning people from GBW because they told you to stop bad-mouthing someone isn't a very 'modly' thing to do.

To Chris; I retract my offer of talking when you need it. Issues or no, insulting me in a public chat room, especially when I have a valid reason for doing what I did, is lame. I am not 'unlovable' nor am I 'undateable.' I'm not a liar, I'm not stupid.I just have NO INTEREST in DATING ANYONE. And what's more lame is that when WE WERE together, you implied I was property and therefore, not-sharable, while you were off doing THINGS with people in other chats. Nice move. *applauds* I hate to say it, but I'm glad we broke up.

To Tyler; 'I promise I'll never do it again, no those underwear aren't mine, I'm not cheating on you, Threesome? What threesome? OH! THAT threesome! Eh-heh-heh, I can totally explain..."To quote a friend 'I'd say Fuck You, but I don't know where it's been.'I hope you're happy with Bar Boy, the Blond Bimbo, and anyone else you may be sleeping around with. Have fun "Babe" just don't come running to me when you want someone to pick you up again.

To Josh; I hope you're doing well and are very happy. Thanks for helping me through some pretty bad times man...I'm not mad at you for telling him anymore, as it turns out that was a good thing...so...thank you. I wish you well in the future.


-xTac